There's just no way

So, after 6 hours of studying and still being on Lecture 1, and after reading drug after drug (i'm on the 2nd lecture and i've gone over a little over 100 drugs) with all different regimens and noticing that everything was just starting to blend in - I've come to the conclusion that there is just no way that I can get all of this information into my brain and be able to retrieve it tomorrow for the exam. There is just no way. It is physically impossible. We have to be realistic at times like this. It's not like THERE IS A WAY and I'm giving up, No, it's a this professor is crazy and even if I had a week to study for this exam I would still be praying for an 83 because the material is that ridiculous. So let it be known. I did not give up. I am being realistic. After I go over the material once, I am going to bed. Better be rested (or get sleep at all) than get no sleep and make even poorer decisions on the exam because I'm sleep deprived.

Also, I've decided I won't stay to correct it. I'm going to hand it in, and go home. And I won't feel guilty, and I will feel defeated for 2.4 minutes but then I'm going to brush it off and look ahead to the LAST exam of the semester. And study hard for it.

And kick ass.

It's 1am, I'm thinking 3am will be my bedtime.

[edit: My roommate has studied in the living room with me all weekend/week and she's sitting over by the dining room and she's falling asleep and she keeps saying "this is fucking crazy" but, she's also saying she's not going to bed. or showering. she is going to stay up all night. she's going to get "one hour of sleep and pick up again". she's putting in the time, effort...whatever you want to call it - even though I'm positive it won't make a difference. We're both tired. everything is blending in. at this point nothing is sticking. - or will it make a difference? Is she a better student than I am? Does she deserve this more than I do? What am I doing? Am I really being realistic or taking the easy way out? Ugh, back to studying.]