bad news: pregnant lady came in last week complaining of right lower quadrant pain that radiated to her back. uti/pyelonephritis we all thought, possible appendicitis? Wrong. The Swine Flu. = Liz has been exposed.
good news: it's been over a week and still no symptoms for me :)
how long is the incubation period again??
bad news #2: pregnant lady came in, delivered normally, discharged with no complications. Positive for Scabies AFTER the fact = Liz has been exposed.
good news: Haven't been itchy at all since the exposure.
I hope I didn't just jinx myself. *knocks on wood*
Monday, June 22, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
you know you love me, x o x o
"Lonely[girl] spotted at the ob/gyn floor in bridgeport...."
Hehe, gotta love gossip girl. Anyways, clinicals are going well. I've done about 9 c-sections, and helped deliver one baby naturally. It was uh-mazing. And I will never have kids, no sir.
However, a big, big difference between this new academic year and the last is that..drum roll please..i have free time. And while this was nice the first week or so, I've been struggling now. I can stay busy most week nights, but once friday and saturday hit - I'm a mess. I'm able to keep this focused mindset for about 3 days, thursday it starts to waver, and friday i work hard to be strong up until 10 or 11pm and then craaaash. And saturday ends up being worse. I've been defined lately by my fickleness. I choose to think/feel a certain way and then days later (sometimes even HOURS) different feelings or thoughts come up. It's like I can't stick to something. It's become so bad that I'm considering either buying a Joyce Meyer book or joining match.com. The joyce meyer book because she seems to know how to make women shut up and get a hold of their emotions, and match.com cuz it'll keep me busy and give me something to do.
i just want to stick to one thing. i truly believe I don't need to be with anyone and then out of nowhere it gets hard to breathe and there I am feeling sorry for myself. why can't I just be OK with my decisions? of not being with tim, of never seeing ricot again? of focusing on SCHOOL, and studying on a friday night instead of wanting to be hanging out with someone? why can't i just be happy/content? it's moments like this where i wish i didn't have free will. God, just MAKE me do it please. thx. [i hope he listens]
that is all for now folks. i'm sure i will write another post soon on how i screwed up again. 8-6 on the labor/delivery floor awaits... buenas noches
Hehe, gotta love gossip girl. Anyways, clinicals are going well. I've done about 9 c-sections, and helped deliver one baby naturally. It was uh-mazing. And I will never have kids, no sir.
However, a big, big difference between this new academic year and the last is that..drum roll please..i have free time. And while this was nice the first week or so, I've been struggling now. I can stay busy most week nights, but once friday and saturday hit - I'm a mess. I'm able to keep this focused mindset for about 3 days, thursday it starts to waver, and friday i work hard to be strong up until 10 or 11pm and then craaaash. And saturday ends up being worse. I've been defined lately by my fickleness. I choose to think/feel a certain way and then days later (sometimes even HOURS) different feelings or thoughts come up. It's like I can't stick to something. It's become so bad that I'm considering either buying a Joyce Meyer book or joining match.com. The joyce meyer book because she seems to know how to make women shut up and get a hold of their emotions, and match.com cuz it'll keep me busy and give me something to do.
i just want to stick to one thing. i truly believe I don't need to be with anyone and then out of nowhere it gets hard to breathe and there I am feeling sorry for myself. why can't I just be OK with my decisions? of not being with tim, of never seeing ricot again? of focusing on SCHOOL, and studying on a friday night instead of wanting to be hanging out with someone? why can't i just be happy/content? it's moments like this where i wish i didn't have free will. God, just MAKE me do it please. thx. [i hope he listens]
that is all for now folks. i'm sure i will write another post soon on how i screwed up again. 8-6 on the labor/delivery floor awaits... buenas noches
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