Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I used to be a straight A student

76 on that Micro exam I had today. Now on to study for the GI exam I have tomorrow.

I'm in class right now and the professor started out with reading from the book, "The Little Engine That Could". And i don't remember much of what she said, as my memory brain cells are engorged with information and cannot take in anymore, but she did say this, "an F has never gotten anyone kicked out of the program". And thats all I needed to hear.

It's awful but I don't care that I got a 76. And I don't care that I got a 68 [editor's note: I found out later I got a 70 not a 68] on the cardiology exam last friday. Or that I got a 74 on the endocrine exam last thursday.

or maybe i'm so tired and exhausted and burnt out that I can't care because if I did, I would have a mental break down. So i'm just going. and going. hoping to make it until wednesday. and then hoping to make it until december 12th. i'm strong, and i'm a survivor - I believe it. And despite the 76 and the 68 and the 74, I'm proud of myself. I think I'll make a great PA. I just wish my grades showed it. Theres nothing I can do about it now. Hopefully my good grades from earlier in the semester can bring me over that 83 average i'm supposed to go for.

"an 83 gets you a degree"

So on to studying for GI.

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