Sunday, October 11, 2009

october 11th 1:21 am

alone.
lonely.
tired.
unhappy.

unhappy for 3 years. that's a long time. I'm angry. because i've been unhappy. i yell at drivers on the road. i yell sarcastic things in my head at people who do ridiculous things and sometimes not so ridiculous things. i guess i'm crazy now.

i've been unhappy for 3 years. unhappy about different things over the 3 years. the one i'm angry about now I guess, is that i'm alone. because, i guess, i'm lonely.

on a good note, i've passed all of my exams so far during clinical year. tada. i'm gonna be a kick ass PA, boo ya.

good night world.

3 comments:

Melissa said...

I'm glad that you're gonna be a kickass PA cause just a head's up I'm gonna have an emergency where ever you eventually end up and I'm gonna request the "Puerto Rican kick ass PA". And I'm gonna make that a name tag for you. I am not glad that you are lonely. This makes me sad because I love you and I do not wish that upon you. What state do you reside in at present again?

quarter-life lady. said...

I'm sorry you've been so unhappy for three years. That sounds absolutely dreadful. I'm happy you've been doing well in your classes though. I think you will be a great PA. You definitely have the heart for it.

Useful Textures said...

You are most definitely going to be a 'kick-ass PA' :)
I'm sorry things have gotten to this point for you. I miss you a lot, Lizzy, and I hope I can see you soon.
Remember this, you may have lonely days, but you are definitely not alone.
I love you.